It's been a down day; not sad, not depressed, just down. Took a too long nap, which didn't help. But my buddy, Barbara, has called several times. I answer and she always asks, "Whatcha doin?" Her mental age has not quite caught up to her chronological age and I am fortunate to be one of her visiting teachers. She has a beautiful personality. Being one of her buds is a true blessing in my life. I am now listening to the music from Tiffany's blog and getting pretty relaxed. What a beautiful play list. My 10 days of beauty took a nose dive today....I didn't, but the project just didn't make a go today. Maybe yet tonight. Or maybe not. It's cold here, at least for central florida.
I have no specific goals, just long term ones. I am 59, on social security disability because of my bi-polar disorder. Not very active in church, but.want to there every week. I take around 20 meds, and all of my psych meds at bedtime. Long story short, I have an extrememly hard time waking up. But, as my "bud" tells me, Jesus will be disappointed in me. She was baptized last March and has not missed a day of Sabbath meetings.
Back to my goals, or lack of them. Will be a good "project" for me....breaking down my one long-term into easier to attain small goals. I am one who gets easily distracted. So will keep a notebook by my favorite place to sit, which also happens to be my dog, Mitzi's fav place and then my cat, Noelle loves to sit on the other side of me. Then....I'm digressing here. So will stop for now.
Hugs, mcb
p.s. As you can tell by reading my posting, my mind, at the moment, is having a hard time settling down. But it is not quite all over the place...but getting there. Tiffany, your play list is soothiing to me...and the support of our MB sisters is priceless. Really. Priceless.
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